Rachel Nelson
Our Bodies
The lake has not yet found a use for the bones.
It used the flimsy skin
of fish for food for other smaller fish—their tiny bright
bodies reflecting sun, small hurried
statements about the instinct to flock. The lake used the soft
flesh sloughing from under scales
for pearly-pink flags that unfurl on windy days and pudge sweet
as a pouting child’s lip
when the water is a silent mirror. That ruddy muscle hiding
in the cave of bone.
Three seasons have passed since the fish lived and its body
still lies on its side
in repose. We pull the dog away from the bleaching skeleton
but examine stages of decay
up close. We keep our bodies here, too, on the shore.
The lake turns the skin
we’ve scraped off from blood and scab into something lovable, into
sand or plump mud piles
from which—surprise—iridescent frogs leap and—right before us—turn
into clear water. The lake
turns us into gossip called between slim shoulders of eastern pines
by neighbors, into drying prints
of deer, into collections of tiny stones and shells that shine
best when wet. Here, our minds
are ground down by windstorm, lose their sharp edges that could
easily slice the thin fabric
of a beachcomber’s foot. How our red flags emerge. We merge
a little, become a kind
of together that cannot be explained, that feels as real
as the statue-smoothed curve of bone
that sinks, firm into the beach and the bright dirty waves,
under such expansive predators’ wings.
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Rachel Nelson is a Cave Canem fellow and a graduate of the University of Michigan’s MFA program. Her poems have appeared or are forthcoming in the Michigan Quarterly Review, Muzzle Magazine, Pleiades and elsewhere. She lives in Ann Arbor, Michigan.